“If you need love take the time to be love.” A song I used to listen to on Christian radio (back when I didn’t know Christian music was so musically uninteresting) used to tell me that. When I was young … Continue reading
Sometimes hard things happen that you have nothing you can do about. Thankfully I have a God who is bigger than all of those problems.
I have a God bigger than my health.
Bigger than my relationships.
Bigger than any fears or doubts I could ever have.
That blows my mind.
I don’t care if poetry Is useless to you I don’t care if you Don’t want to read what I say I don’t care that you Dislike or disapprove Of my thoughts and feelings Because the fact of the matter … Continue reading
Why is it
That we were made to feel
We often feel bad
About having feelings
“You liking this?” My manager asked as I watched one of the seemingly hundred screens we had of the UFC fight (not even sure that’s actually what it’s called, I’m bad with acronyms). I started chuckling to myself.
Put I my two weeks notice at one job. Accepted the promotion of another. That’s about it. Long day. Too tired to write more.
“You know, not that we don’t care about you, but we forgot you came into work today too!” “I’m just upset at myself that I forgot I had to come in at all. What’s wrong with me? Also, I ran … Continue reading
I want to be
The fuck up
Of my own life story
So that Heaven can only
look that much greater
To down here
Emotionally, my yesterday was rough. Today, I don’t feel much different. My heart aches missing him. So much so that I spent $35 to get my nails done so I felt prettier and therefore better about myself. It helped very … Continue reading
The plane ride was much faster for some reason on the way home. I dreaded touch down. I dreaded stepping off the gateway that made me feel closer to him. The moment I got my bags and stepped into the … Continue reading